THISISMALEY: Me Time

Hey guys! :)

I have been a little too lazy to update my blog. However, I decided to do so TONIGHT with no contemplation!!!

I am done with my exams...Yeaaaaah! Right after that I left for a Pre-Christmas vacation because I thought I deserved it after all that hard work :)

I have not been up-to much lately, I guess the semester drained the energy out of me. Furthermore, my internship at Pro Bono Law SK ended and I love my result :) I am looking for future employment with them so I am excited about that.

I really do not have a lot to say today because all I am thinking about right now is getting up to clean my room which is a hot MeSS... AGAIN!!! So I will let the pictures and videos do the talking today.

Before that...Can you guys believe that Beyonce has a new album?!! I know RIGHT!! I cannot wait to go for another concert :)

I cannot wait for the full video with my hubby DRAKE!!!

I really enjoy listening to J Cole "Lost One" song, it has a lot of reading

to it and I think most of today's younger generation can relate.

I apology for the language :)

Baby girl, I can’t imagine what it’s like for you

I got you pregnant now inside there is a life in you

I know you wonderin’ if this is gon make me think bout wifing you

Like if you had my first child would I spend my whole life with you

Now I aint tryna pick a fight with you, I’m tryna talk

Now I aint tryna spend the night with you

I’m kinda lost see

I’ve been giving it some thought lately and frankly

I’m feelin’ like we aint ready and it’s… hold up now

Let me finish

Think about it baby me and you we still kids ourself

How we gon raise a kid by ourself?

Handle biz by ourself

A nigga barely over 20, where the hell we gon live?

Where am I gon get that money

I refuse to bring my boy or my girl in this world

When I aint got shit to give ‘em

And I’m not with them niggas who be knocking girls up and skate out

Girl, you gotta think bout how the options weigh out

What's the way out?

And I ain't too proud to tell ya that I cry sometimes

I cry sometimes about it

And girl I know it hurt but if this world was perfect

Then we could make it work but I doubt it

And I aint too proud to tell ya that I cry sometimes

I cry sometimes about it

And girl I know it hurt but if this world was perfect

Then we could make it work but I doubt it

She said nigga you got the nerve

To come up to me talkin’ bout abortion

This my body nigga so don’t think you finna force shit

See I knew that this is how you act, so typical

Said you love me, oh, but now you flipping like reciprocals

It figures though, should’ve known that you was just another nigga

No different from them other niggas

Who be claiming that they love you just to get up in them draws

Knowing all the right things to say

I let you hit it raw mothafucker

Now I’m pregnant you don’t wanna get involved muthafucker

Tryna take away a life, is you God mothafucker?

I don’t think so

This a new life up in my stomach

Regardless if I’m your wife

This new life here I’mma love it

I ain't budging, I’ll do this by my muthafucking self

See my momma raised me without no muthafucking help from a man

But I still don’t understand how you could say that

Did you forget all those conversations that we had way back

Bout your father and you told me that you hate that nigga

Talkin’ bout he a coward and you so glad that you aint that nigga

Cause he left your mamma when she had you and he ain't shit

And here you go doin’ the same shit

You ain't shit nigga!

And I aint too proud to tell ya that I cry sometimes

I cry sometimes about it

And boy that shit hurt

And aint nobody perfect, still we can make it work but you doubt it

Now, I aint too proud to tell ya that I cry sometimes

I cry sometimes about it

And boy that shit hurt

And aint nobody perfect, still we can make it work but you doubt it

They say everything happens for a reason

And people change like the seasons

They grow apart she wanted him to show his heart and say he loved her

He spoke the magic words and on the same day he fucked her

Now she wide open

She put a ring up on his finger if she could

But he loved her cause the pussy good

But she aint no wife though

Uh oh, she tellin’ him she missed her period like typo’s

He panicking, froze up like a mannequin

A life grows inside her now he asking “is it even mine”

What if this bitch aint even pregnant dawg

Could she be lying?

And she be crying cause he acting distant

Like ever since I told you this nigga you acting different

And all his niggas saying man these hoes be trapping niggas

Playing with niggas emotions like they some action figures

Swear they get pregnant for collateral

It’s like extortion, man if that bitch really pregnant

Tell her get an abortion

Uh, but what about your seed nigga?

(What about your seed nigga?)

And I aint too proud to tell ya that I cry sometimes

I cry sometimes about it

And I aint too proud to tell ya that I cry sometimes

I cry sometimes about it

I attended my sister's High School play "The Drowsy Chaperon" and she was fantastic. I was a bit nervous at first because she was wearing heels...something which is not so much of her forte, but to my surprise she aced it so YEAH for her <3

Like I stated earlier, I left to Banff, Alberta, Canada after my exams because I honestly believed that I deserved a vacation after too much reading and not enough time to take care of my self. Banff was perfect, I met other Norwegians who were there for the winter ski Word Cup :)

I had some relaxing moments with mineral hot tub baths and going up the Gondola to have a better view of Banff. I stayed in Canmore, which was also very beautiful and they even had a restaurant/pub called The Drake!!